The new waiting

It's time to pause all kinds of uncertainties and disparities in life.
It feels meaningful to keep the doors open for the surprises to step in at any point of life.
If the large space or vacuum is full of magic, let me see or hear or feel it...
Let big surprises come and enthrall me... I'm waiting with my inner eyes, ears and sensations all completely open,
Without any inhibitions or blocks to accept them... 
Come to me...
Leave not me waiting for a long time... For I don't have anything else left behind To try and experience worth interesting ...